Accusing me for what, I do not know

I am told I support a illegal site. I guess this means all the sites from around the world.. I had to check my page twice looking for what I am so excused. Needless to say, for those whom insist my shop goes under, taken friends from me. Bravo.. You have done well. With the thousands of patterns I own, why would I waste time . Time I  need for real life. Please please keep me out of your drama. I do not need it.

God bless you and have a good night

It took me long enough to post, but I come baring a gift. This is my own personal pattern for pot scrubbers. I can tell you they work because I have been using them for years. It just took me forever to write it out and have it tested.

http://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/hanging-dish-scrubber

Lost in Time

 I know I have not posted here in a very long time. I am looking at the Google + but have yet to understand everything and would hate to loose all the years of links I have gathered. There are really great Designers & Crafters out here and they deserve to be shared with the world.
 Though I have not posted here please be aware that I have not forgotten you and I am reachable on Facebook. The link is on the side of the page.
Take care and be Blessed

   Gayle

Wish for Special Yarn, Please Help

I have been looking and looking for a cotton blend and have found several. My dilemma is that all the yarns are from other countries and non will ship to the US. Plus even if I could the prices to get it here would break me something awful. One of the brands I would like is Big Artes , the other is Supremo Fios. Of course there is yarn from Europe I would like also but I have sooo terribly wanted these two that I show you. If there was a way to trade patterns or yarns from the US for some of these I will. If someone knows how I can aquire some please email me at Flametide(@)aol.com Please put the word YARN in subject line.
God Bless whomever helps me!!
Gayle

Here is a cute hat to make

Some different for a change

Another website worth checking into

http://LeHairCouture.blogspot.com come and check out this great site. I could tell you so much about it, but I wont. You will just have to go and check it out yourself.

Gayle

To The Death of It All , Cheers!

Good morning to all the early risers, as usual I was up way before the sun, cleaning the kitchen and doing laundry. Another conversation with the doctor yesterday. I have had 2 more super high blood pressures both with the top number 155 or higher lower number over 100. The doctor seems to feel that my anxiety/ pseudo seizures have turned, which is possible. The body has ways of coping with high stress. It just so happens that I have been saying for months now that no one will listen till something really BAD happens to me. So my mind has rewired my anxiety/ pseudo seizures to effect my heart. Ya think that will get an Eye Opener??
Stressors: Bills and no income
outside source of income and being reminded about it
not wanting to stay here vs staying here
the living situation
my mother's reasoning for life as she knows it (her way)damn blinders
Credit means everything, people don't (BULL SHIT)
About to be a empty nester (heart breaker)
I'm 45, please don't tell me what I can or can not do (This is for my children)
lack of sleep as in under 4 hrs a night
being told your crochet isnt good enough to sell
I can go on and on, but those are the main

So why air this out here? because I don't talk to most people and here I know they will get the message. Maybe even think about it before the damn stress of it all kills me. Because it wont be my fault it will be theres for not listening a long time ago (You do know who you are because you feel guilty and if you don't feel guilty I hope you rot in hell, because your simple minded selfish jerks, to put it mildly)

Lori, if you happen to read this, the reason you can NEVER reach Ron?? Well to tell you the truth, he doesn't want to talk to you. Or so he has said. He has needed help and you always have some excuse. He has had to eat crow and ask MY family to help him, they put the money up as did Joe's for this house. My step father is funding Ron these past 5 months while Ron does what ever he has to. Not even a dime from his family, just excuses. Do you blame him? Who does he have to turn to in times of need? Certainly not you, whose going to take care of him if he has cancer? I am suppose to have a life with Joe now. 

Rick...useless and you would not be able to care for him. His family as he says is Joe and I . Are you aware that he has a bit of a medication issue, We are trying to get him help. We love you but maybe now you will understand. You have a tight ass husband who makes more then enough money who will be long dead before you can spend what you put away for retirement. Your brother, who never gets in trouble, not like the other one, never drained you, like the other one... maybe needed you and you just weren't there..

YarnBlossomBoutique.etsy.com

You really must come and visit . This wonderful lady has created beautiful items. I personally just bought her Violet Flip Flops . But seriously, there is something for everyone in her Etsy shop, beside that her facebook, you Have you Like her to meet the person who makes everything. It is always such a wonderful thing to be able to ask questions, have a place to go to for help and just enjoy the conversation of that day. So please check her out at :
http://www.facebook.com/pages/YarnBlossomBoutiqueetsycom/194030177302690

Thanks all
Gayle
aka Flametide

Freezing

It is the end of April and it is freezing out.  44 degrees F.  I thought it was suppose to be in the 60s by now. All my winter clothes had been put away at the beginning of the month. Looking forward to seeing what still fit me after the usual weight gain from the long stagnant winters. Perhaps a few days of shorts, 1 day a dress but all a sweater was worn due to the breeze.
 Looking out the window, as I listen to the furnace kick on, thinking to myself " what I would not do to be in Florida or one of the Southern Countries like Brazil or Mexico. It is raining here, no more like a drizzle the kind the clings , damp seeping to the bones.  Oh how you have to love to hate this place. It's called Indiana .